Sadiq & Sufi

A quiet welcome to something special created specially for the 14th of December..

Before you enter this little world I made for you, I want you to start with my voice. So, press play and let me greet you the way you deserve.. gently, lovingly, and with all of me ;)

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Why is this day so special to me?

Your birthday has never been just a date to me, it’s the day the world became softer, warmer, and more beautiful without even realizing it.On the 14th of December 2007, something extraordinary happened.. an angel stepped into this world, carrying the gentleness, warmth, and quiet magic that would one day save me in ways I didn’t know I needed. Even when we were strangers, life was already preparing us for each other, shaping every moment so our paths would cross at exactly the right time.You changed my life so quietly with your softness, your strength, your pure heart, and the peace your presence brings into my days. I love the way you care, the way you speak, the way you make everything feel lighter just by being here. And on your birthday, all I wish is that life treats you gently, surrounds you with love, and gives you endless reasons to smile.This little world I made for you, this website is my gift.. a place built with my own hands, filled with pieces of us, pieces of you, and everything I feel. I promise to make you feel seen, valued, and loved, not just today, but every day that follows.Happy Birthday, my Sufi baby! 💖

This is me telling you that I understand you need time, that I respect your healing, and that my love is patient enough to wait through every storm..

Baby, I know you’re not ready to love me the way you used to, and I know you need time, time to understand me better, time to understand yourself, time to breathe and heal. And I respect that, truly. Darling, even if you never asked me to wait, I still would. I would wait a thousand years, because my heart has never been unsure about you.You are my destiny. Yes, we argue sometimes, but that’s alright, storms don’t end us, they grow us. There is always calm after the storm, and even the darkest nights eventually find their sunrise. Loving can hurt, yes, but it’s still the most beautiful thing we have. It’s the one thing that makes life feel real, alive, meaningful.

This is me choosing you without hesitation, refusing to give up on us, and loving you in a way that doesn’t leave when things get hard..

Baby… I know you say you’re not good for me, that I deserve someone better. But no, that’s wrong. You are the only one I need. The only one I want. The only one meant for me. I would never give up on you, not in this lifetime, not in the next. If you’re looking for the word for what I feel, the word that means caring about someone beyond all rationality, wanting them to have everything they want even when it hurts you, choosing them over and over even when it doesn’t make sense, that word is love. Real love.And when you love someone, you don’t stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes, even when the world tells you it’s crazy, even then, and especially then, you hold on. Because if I could just walk away, take the world’s advice, move on, and find someone else… then what I feel wouldn’t be love. It would be something disposable, replaceable, and that’s not us. That’s not what we have. What we have is worth fighting for. Worth waiting for. Worth holding onto.

This is me reminding you how loved and important you are, quieting your doubts, and promising that no matter how hard things get, I’ll stay close and walk through everything with you..

I know sometimes your mind plays tricks on you. It tells you you’re not enough, that things are hopeless, that this won’t work. But I’ve discovered something you should never forget.. you are loved, you are important, and you bring into my life and into this world things no one else ever could.People will talk. They’ll tell you love doesn’t last, that relationships fail, that you and I won’t make it. Don’t let anyone define your limits, baby. Your only limit is your soul. I need you to have faith in us the way I do. We will make it. We will prove the world wrong. And no, this isn’t delusion or blind optimism. This is me seeing what lies ahead of us, believing in what we are, and choosing us with my whole heart.Please don’t feel like you’re not enough. Don’t feel like you’re bad for me. Just hold me close, baby. We’ll make it through the hard days. We’ll survive the storms, heal the hurt, and grow through everything. We’re in this together… forever and ever.

Sadiq & Sufi

The End of This Page, Not Us

This isn’t a goodbye.
It’s just the end of something I wrote for you.My love for you doesn’t end here.
It continues quietly, patiently, endlessly..
just like it always has ✨

I love you, Sufi

- Forever and ever -